Dealing with knowing about Bitcoin

I think this is one of my first reddit posts. But I have to write it down and see if other people in this space are dealing with the same feelings.

I got interested in Bitcoin 10 years ago. I studied economics and information systems and heard about Bitcoin. In order to understand it i thought i first want to own it so i bought it.
It dropped then 50% in value and i thought, well maybe the money is gone then but i won´t sell. Maybe there is something more.
With the years passing and the value of Bitcoin reaching more and more highs I started to look deeper into Bitcoin.
And at the moment I am at a level where i am just so fascinated about this technology in so many aspects. Is it the technology and mechanism itself or the positive consequences for the people and the world. Alone the fact that it is finite, digital, global and decentralized..... To me the perfect store of economic value / energy especially in the current fiat-money-system.

When i talk to friends or people in my circle, no one knows about Bitcoin. And when i explain it to them no one seems to get it.
I start to really question myself. I never was a real genius in school or university.
How can i see something of this vastness so clearly and so many do not?
Am i creating this "bitcoin-world" out of hope?!
Do I just want to be special and get the feeling of "i got it and all of you don´t "?
Or are the Bitcoin pessimists right and i really did not understand our current (broken) monetary system?!
Or is this impostor-syndrome?

As i said above I question myself a lot exactly like that.

Give me your thoughts I am interested to hear about it !