So today I made a grave mistake, I opened up some things and calculated how much money I'm down after three weeks of not looking at anything. I'm not going to lie to you, it was a sad sight and I now find myself drinking my second beer and contemplating my decisions in life.

My advice to you is don't look!

Don't Look!

if you don't look then your not down.

I'm just going to wait another two to three months before I dare open things up again, maybe by then it will bounce back or be completely gone. I'll just have to continue to shit post on here for now and hope for the best.

TLDR: my shit is fucked!