My feelings after 11 years with crypto.

Hello everyone, today i want to tell you about my crypto-depression. So in 2010 i was working in IT company and my friend from work told me about bitcoin mining. Next day after this information i register on this forum and start mining coins, everything going perfect but bitcoin price was really low and unstable. I was investing everything in gpu. Couple times i lost my fund's on scam-exchange but i still had a lot of "mining power". In 2015 i quited my job and invest my whole savings in bitcoin, in that time i had more than 15 bitcoin's and gpu worth 20k$. And after 2 or 3 week's everything fucked up, in same time i lost my job and my wife get sicked. In Nov 2015 i selled everything but still i had cash to pay, so you probably asking why i made this post?

Now after 6 years i have biggest depression ever, if i only burrow money from somewhere 5 years ago and didnt sell my miners...

I have feelings that i lost my biggest life chance to get really rich and i just want to forget about crypto and work in normal work but it is impossible. It's hurt much more if you can see that your old crypto-friend's get cars and houses from crypto profit, i wonder if someone have some feeling's as me.