To develop or take the easy way out

In 2021 I decided I wanted to work in blockchain, and specifically and continuously have been an investor and supporter of Ethereum. I completed a bootcamp tech in a financial technology course (code, analyst and web3 broad topics). I have made small programs for visualising and strategising with liquidity pools but not a full feature product or project.

I left my job late last year to pursue this dream of becoming a blockchain dev or atleast start a career that is in the realm of cryptocurrency however I am concerned I am wasting my time, that the most basic of features and concepts are taking "too long" to comprehend and it is adding both mental stress and financial stress in my life.

The whole point of this post was to ask for some support or guidance I guess. I believe I can make it but its very overwhelming in these early days for me.